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Photomanip of Captain America punching a nazi, Elon Musk.

I just wish there would be some kind of consequences for Elon now for doing a literal nazi salute, aside from the fact that he is still the most joyless, uncool, unlikable person on Earth, and not even his daddy likes him. You can tell just from photos and videos that he sucks all of the life out of any room he's in. Not even the neo nazis and 4channers he is sucking up to actually like him as a person. His spaceships blow up, his cars catch on fire. He has to cheat at video games. He has to create sockpuppet accounts to like and comment on his own posts. The average IT helpdesk call center employee knows more about tech than he does.
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The shooter is the typical white male, registered Republican gun enthusiast: not antifa, or any other demographic. I suspect that this is what happens when you urge people to go out and hunt down "pedophiles" and "groomers," and then your candidate for political office turns out to be a pedophile and a groomer, if the recently-released Epstein Files are anything to go by.

Other than that, it ultimately doesn't change anything. The media will figuratively pee all over itself in breathless excitement over it, probably for weeks. But I'm not sure it's going to sway people who were always going to vote for him, or who were never going to vote for him the first place. EDIT 7/17/2024: This is now confirmed. Trump hasn't gotten a polling boost after the shooting.)

Ultimately I have the same thoughts about Biden's verbal gaffes from last week. They're both old men, but people pretty much know the stakes and the score, and are going to be voting either for or against Project 2025 (or whatever the GOP decides to rebrand it as.)

I'm scared, but not actually as scared as I was in 2016. Maybe it's all the shit going on in my personal life right now. I'm still voting for Biden, if he does end up being the candidate by the time November rolls around. If not, I'm voting for Kamala Harris or whoever else is running against Trump. I'm voting to defeat Trump.

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There’s been a feeling in the air this week that I’ve noticed has a lot of my fellow Gen Xers and older Millenial friends on edge, which reminds me of the time immediately post 9/11 or the Dotcom bust. Maybe younger Millenials associate this feeling with the 2008 crash. A feeling that everything changed literally overnight, and things are about to get a lot harder now and maybe never go back to the way they were before. A feeling of everything speeding up, and being unable to keep up or catch up. I have had so many anxiety attacks this week. So many.

I remember the moment that the war in Iraq felt inevitable. Not when George W. Bush actually declared war in 2003, but the moment they announced the results of the 2002 midterm elections. That meant that Bush now had a congressional majority to do whatever he wanted, and he had already been trying to get support to go to war with Iraq at that point. It was commonly suspected from the moment he announced his candidacy that this would be one of his major goals. It was the reason some of my friends in the military sought discharges the moment he took office. (I won’t say “the moment he was elected,” but since the 2000 Florida recount was stopped, I guess we’ll never really know for sure.) But 9/11 was just an excuse. WMDs were just an excuse. “Surely,” I thought at the time, “he’ll be voted out in 2004. He’s most likely not even there legitimately in the first damn place.”

But then he wasn’t voted out – though he secured the Presidency very narrowly, and at the time there was a lot of evidence to suspect massive voter suppression was partially to blame, which of course has never been investigated as thoroughly as it should have been. Yesterday, it struck me that it’s very easy to understand in hindsight how I ended up getting sucked into a cult. Nothing made sense during that time. All of the information was pointing in one direction, and yet as a nation we were going in another direction. We had a President whose entire administration operated under a fog of possible illegitimacy, who’d seized massive powers for himself and his administration via the Patriot Act, and who took us to war under pretenses that were not just probably false, but patently, verifiably false. And he was allowed to just do it, get away with it, and then he was re-(s)elected and enabled to keep on doing it as if the false narrative were absolutely true. George W. Bush was just allowed to ram through whatever he wanted.

And we learned that everything we had been told as dissenters – that we would be persecuted, targeted for our dissent, that the state would try and shut us down – was false. Instead, we were just ignored. Like no dissent even existed or registered. And somehow, that was worse. Because when the state is reacting to dissenters, that means it perceives dissent as a threat. Bush’s state just pretended we weren’t even there. Joining a cult was my brain’s attempt to check out from all of this, because at the time it just couldn’t handle it. It was “I reject your reality and substitute my own.” It was “if reality is really that malleable, then maybe we can make our version the true version if we just believe hard enough.” As Philip K. Dick once said – “Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” But powerful people can appear to make it go away for a long time, proportionate to how much power they possess. (Or as a wise Frenchman once said, “Choice is an illusion, created between those with power and those without.”)

And “real reality” didn’t even return after Obama was elected, because there was no accountability for any of the misrule which happened on Bush’s watch. We were just told we had to “move forward as a nation,” and the right wing propaganda machine still controlled the narrative after all that time. The Occupy movement was a cry, a scream, for accountability. The media painted the entire event as a Millennial tantrum with no actual goal or purpose, instead of a legitimate movement joined by protesters of all ages, races, and demographics in an attempt to demand accountability from the state.

Judging from that, it’s not hard to understand why many Occupiers ended up becoming accelerationists. Recent events have made the Trump administration seem more like a rehash of the Bush years, but worse than ever. (Hey wait – a Matrix sequel is being made, MCR is reuniting, and people are trying to resurrect Tripp pants. Maybe it is 2003 again!) People criticized Obama for being “Bush lite,” and for valid reasons in some cases. The Patriot act remained in place, and American imperialism in the Middle East continued apace. But he didn’t start a needless war with Iran. Instead, he helped to negotiate the Iran Nuclear Deal, which of course Trump pulled us out of the moment he could, since his whole reason for wanting to be President in the first place is his bitter resentment of Obama’s achievements. Full stop.

Basically, what I am getting at with all of this, is that there have been so many moments over the past two decades where things seemed to get a lot worse very quickly, and there was never a return to the way things had been before things suddenly got so much harder. And it feels like it just happened again. I’m not in danger of checking out this time. I know that those of us here at the ground level, so to speak, don’t have the ability to suspend reality and its effects as much. But my brain is still attempting to check out.

This time, it’s manifesting as if my executive dysfunction has suddenly gotten a whole lot worse. Because my executive dysfunction has gotten a whole lot worse. I’m forgetting things. I’m losing my train of thought constantly. I’m zoning out a lot during the day. My anxiety is through the roof. Trump’s supporters didn’t even know who Qasem Soleimani even was before last weekend. None of us did. Now they’re trying to make him into enemy #1. Trump and his people have been looking for a reason to commit acts of aggression against Iran for a while.

Yesterday, it was suggested that Trump had Soleimani killed to appease several senators who would be taking part in his impeachment trial. If so, doesn’t this seem to be yet another example of corruption to add to Trump’s ever-expanding list of acts of corruption? I’m not saying that Soleimani was a nice guy. I’m saying that Trump’s purported reasons for assassinating him were sketchy and in bad faith. A good friend said something this week, like “Trump and his cronies are rushing so quickly to ram through everything they want because they know that they won the lottery using a fake ticket, and they know those winnings could disappear at any moment.” I’ve been praying for reality to reassert itself. To snap back. I’m not sure what will happen or who will be affected when, or if it does. I just know that we can’t keep on like this. Not for another four years.
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DISCLAIMER: I am a cis-appearing, though non-gender-conforming/nonbinary white woman. Both my recent 23andMe.com and Ancestry.com tests confirm this conclusively. The origin point of my DNA is like a Venn Diagram of whiteness. As Beavis and Butthead once said of Kip Winger’s teeth: I’m “Hwhite.”

So, this is in no way an attempt to speak to, or for, the Black experience in America. This is just my hot take on Kanye West’s recent visit to the White House, and his support for Donald Trump in general.

EDIT: And this post has also been somewhat revised, due to a discussion I had with the friend in an anecdote which was previously referenced in this post. I removed the anecdote because it appears that it resulted from a misunderstanding. Anyway:

This week, we watched Kanye West proudly proclaim his support of a racist who is who is widely known and criticized for practicing discrimination against African Americans, whose father was a Klan member whose antics drew the ire of noted antifascist musician Woody Guthrie.

Well, not at first. First, I assumed, as many have, that this is a flagrant attempt by a known narcissist and attention-seeker to seek more attention. Others have assumed, probably rightly, that if Kanye were to join the many voices speaking out against Trump, he would simply be one of a crowd. This way, he gets to stand out and be loud and noticed, the way he likes to be. For Kanye, no publicity is bad publicity.

But then I thought back on his desire to abolish the 13th Amendment of the US Constitution, the Amendment ending slavery in America, that I realized this is basically what Kanye is doing. He talks about how this is because he doesn’t want to be a part of “victimhood culture. But what he is talking about is not a rejection of “victimhood culture,” it is basically an erasure of the past. He has re-written the past in his mind to be something different.

And this is what reactionaries do. They create a fake past, a golden age. “Reject the future,” they say. “Reject progress. It’s an illusion. Go back to this imaginary fantasia with me, where I and everyone else whom I have not othered/rejected as part of the “out group” in my mind were exalted and had everything we needed.”

This imaginary fantasia relies on everyone else, even (especially) the people they have othered/rejected as part of the “out group” to either play along or disappear, or it doesn’t work. This is what is behind a great deal of the reactionary rage and resentment seen among Trump supporters in America. We aren’t playing their game right, but there is no other place they want to quit to take their ball home to.

Mother Russia beacons, seemingly a white conservative utopia – but that would mean actually having to live there, giving up the rights of Habeus Corpus, Due Process, Right to Assemble, and Free Speech that they enjoy here in America; in short, the lifestyle to which they have grown accustomed. And as they might discover, no utopia is ever really complete without a few crimes against humanity, a few mass graves along the way.

But back to Kanye, and the subject of Post-Modernism.

Post Modernism is usually presented as being impossible to simply define, but I have always interpreted one facet of it as a rejection and/or deconstruction of past values. The things our ancestors once thought of as important are no longer considered part of the crucial makeup of society, and are perhaps even utterly meaningless.

Recently, Conservative, Fascist and “Alt-Right” thinkers on Youtube and beyond have appropriated the word “Post Modern” as a shorthand alongside their other favorite phrase “Cultural Marxism” for what they see as the Left’s rejection of the “good old days”/”The Natural Order Of Things As God Himself Intended.”

Never mind the fact that the Frankfurt School, which currently occupies that same scary place under the bed in the Fascist collective consciousness as George Soros, roundly decried post-modernism as objectionable, a wrong turn in our society’s evolution.

But guys, there is nothing more post-modern than rewriting entire events of the past in our heads – say, the period of slavery in America – to be something different so that it doesn’t make us feel bad. It’s erasure. It’s repression. It’s a denial of things that actually occurred, saying that the actual historical past as it actually, objectively happened is meaningless, that the struggles and suffering of large groups of people are effectively meaningless. And it generally never works out they way we think it will when we do this.

The entire reactionary/fascist mindset relies on rewriting and re-interpreting huge chunks of the past for them to cling to, so they get to postpone the future for just a little while longer.

Meanwhile, if I could build a time machine, I’d go back to the past: to bring back 2005 Kanye so he could confront 2018 Kanye.

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Mirrored from Cyber Alfheim.

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So I am sure by now most of you reading this have heard that Donald Trump and Pete Sessions's policy of declaring all migrant children at the border "unaccompanied" so they can be forcibly kidnapped from their parents. This policy has resulted in the kidnapping (come on, let's call it what it is) of at least 2000 kids in 45 days.

https://www.vox.com/policy-and-politics/2018/6/15/17468782/family-separation-border-trump-how-many-kids

All right-thinking people are against this policy. I don't care if you think migrants should be here or not. There are certain standards of humanity which we need to observe in any given situation, or we no longer qualify as human.

Now Trump is talking about "tent encampments for kids." Over the past few days I have engaged in a war of words with MAGATs who were like, "you're crazy, this is not going to be a concentration camp."

Bullshit. This is in Texas, and it is already hitting triple digits Fahrenheit in many places. This will result in dead kids. This is the very definition of a death camp.

Not to mention the fact that there are MAGAts who are cheering this.

https://twitter.com/lexi4prez/status/1007105488910209024?s=17

So fuck Trump, and fuck his supporters who are cheering this, and who are making excuses, or trying to blame Democrats for a policy Sessions himself announced just last month. I hope there is some sort of reckoning for them. Until then, we need to put a stop to this.

Want to help, but are not sure how to start?

https://twitter.com/girlsreallyrule/status/1007987413925408769?s=17
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Trump to sign executive orders banning refugees, suspending visas for 7 countries

You know, in the run-up to the election, my  relatives who voted for Trump were like, "Oh don't worry. He's just appealing to the evangelical rednecks. He's not actually going to do any of those things," when Trump talked about building a wall and banning Muslims on the basis of religion. And my mom was like, "So you think he is telling a bald-faced lie, and you're voting for him anyway? How does that make sense? Its bad if he's lying, and even worse if he's telling the truth about something he actually means to do."  

I'm not one of those liberal/leftists who makes fun of "rednecks." On my father's side, I have relatives in Arkansas. Some of them are well-to-do, but we know we're only one or two generations removed from Ozark mountain folk who came over with the Irish Diaspora, and who were still speaking Gaelic until my paternal grandmother's generation. 

But the (admittedly few) republicans I have talked to voiced the same opinion; that it's mostly the white working class who fears Islamic extremism,  and Immigrants coming in and competing with them for jobs. My maternal uncle is retired. His kids, my Generation X-aged cousins - including the one black sheep who voted for Hillary Clinton (he used to refer to himself and my mom and us as "The Black Sheep Squadron") have for the most part succeeded in their chosen fields. They are decidedly middle class.

But for a few exceptions, my maternal relatives fall squarely into Trump's base - white upper middle class, making 47,000+ a year. This is the demographic that voted for Trump the most. The rust belt myth - that working class voters rebelled and voted for Trump because they felt the recovery left them behind - is a narrative that the MSM has been trying to push since November 9. They voted for Trump in a larger number than last time - enough to win him electoral votes in some key places. But they're not his base, though from the data it's true that Hillary's campaign didn't do enough to win them over. She just didn't go to places that her campaign felt were lost causes anyway. And she should have.

But that's a subject for another post. The point I am trying to make here is, if the ones I spoke to are reflective of Trump's middle-class base, many of his actual supporters voted for him thinking that he was straight-up lying to get votes, to appeal to a certain demographic that was not them, playing to their xenophobia with a smile and a wink of his eye.

Well, he's not. And in this case, it's proving to be the worst-case scenario.

Of course we're going to fight this. America was founded on the ideals of religious liberty, of separation of church and state, and of being a place where people who are imperiled in their land of origin can come and make a fresh start. To me, those are three things which made America stand out from other nations. It's so surreal that Germany under Angela Merkel is now the leader of the free world, while the incoming GOP leader is openly pandering to the Nazis and to Russia's strongman dictator.

It's not common knowledge that the core tenets of the Nazi mindset actually began in America and were imported to Germany during Hitler's rise to power. But my grandfather, and the fathers and grandfathers of many Trump's supporters went to war to fight people who sound like Trump, who keep company with people like Steve Bannon and Richard Spencer. They should have known better. And if you walk into the voting booth on Super Tuesday thinking that the candidate of your choice is lying just to get votes from a certain demographic, you seriously need to rethink your life.
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I guess we'll find out soon if there is anything to these, but here they are. A screencap of part of the dossier is behind a cut, due to NSFW. And a note about the reports, here. Still waiting to be verified but...If needed, brainbleach can be found here.

CNN: Intel Chiefs Presented Trump With Reports Of Russian Attempts To Compromise Him


and then: 

"A dossier making explosive — but unverified — allegations that the Russian government has been “cultivating, supporting and assisting” President-elect Donald Trump for years and gained compromising information about him has been circulating among elected officials, intelligence agents, and journalists for weeks.

The dossier, which is a collection of memos written over a period of months, includes specific, unverified, and potentially unverifiable allegations of contact between Trump aides and Russian operatives, and graphic claims of sexual acts documented by the Russians. CNN reported Tuesday that a two-page synopsis of the report was given to President Barack Obama and Trump.

Now BuzzFeed News is publishing the full document so that Americans can make up their own minds about allegations about the president-elect that have circulated at the highest levels of the US government."
 

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