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numb3r_5ev3n) wrote2021-11-18 08:11 pm
numb3r_5ev3n) wrote2021-11-18 08:11 pm
Weeeeeee
Hello shiny (old) new fandom. Hello full blown mania. At least I'm not insomniac (right now.)
I just really wish I was better at turning this energy into something productive instead of sort of just sitting there and vibrating like 'BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR' in a kind of crystalized way, if that makes sense. All sorts of creative ideas are happening and I write reams of notes, but when I actually try to write I just sort of freeze up.
Work has been chaos due to new procedures but I'm finally adjusting?
But honestly everything feels like it's still going to shit in the world, so the fact that my brain is screaming "FANDOM CHRISTMAS!!!!111" feels selfish, and I'm wondering if this is just my brain doing maladaptive daydreaming and dissociating again.
Everything is still happening so much. I'd love to heck off to somewhere that seems as cozy as the office in this video, with the nice music, except it's Hannibal Lecter's office.
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LOL. my favorite comment from this video:
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