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numb3r_5ev3n) wrote2021-10-29 07:27 am
numb3r_5ev3n) wrote2021-10-29 07:27 am
I'm having a problem.
So, since about last summer, interacting here has been triggering my social anxiety and I don't know why. I can't think of any particular reason. I'm trying to get around it. It's annoying because I need to break away from Facebook and I need to be able to talk with my friends.
Also my psychiatrist upped my Cymbalta to the maximum dose, and woah. It's sort of a lot. I have been overmedicated before, and asdfjkl;. I don't know if I should ask to cut back or give myself more time to adjust.
Speaking of which:
So I just binge watched all of Hannibal in about a week. And I'm waffling between "IT REALLY IS THE SHIP THAT SAILED ITSELF :D" (as the Fannibals like to say) and "Woah this is a depiction of a toxic gaslighty co dependent relationship if ever there was one and I'm not sure that the Tumblr Youth should be fanficcing about this with heart eyes." But there are two problems with this: A. I am tempted to fanfic about it with heart eyes (to the tune of "what would a Trans-positive version of Silence Of The Lambs look like?") and 2. LET PEOPLE LIKE THINGS.
Current Mood:
Also my psychiatrist upped my Cymbalta to the maximum dose, and woah. It's sort of a lot. I have been overmedicated before, and asdfjkl;. I don't know if I should ask to cut back or give myself more time to adjust.
Speaking of which:
So I just binge watched all of Hannibal in about a week. And I'm waffling between "IT REALLY IS THE SHIP THAT SAILED ITSELF :D" (as the Fannibals like to say) and "Woah this is a depiction of a toxic gaslighty co dependent relationship if ever there was one and I'm not sure that the Tumblr Youth should be fanficcing about this with heart eyes." But there are two problems with this: A. I am tempted to fanfic about it with heart eyes (to the tune of "what would a Trans-positive version of Silence Of The Lambs look like?") and 2. LET PEOPLE LIKE THINGS.
Current Mood:
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Miles and Honesty stuff by Blue Delliquanti: https://bluedelliquanti.itch.io/ (A trans man and a trans girl become friends with benefits and have a NSFW good time being nerds together.)
Aw man, apparently Panic Volkushka isn't selling his naughty T4T art zine anymore, but if it comes back, it'll be here (and he has other trans work up): https://www.etsy.com/shop/panicvolkushka
It's prose, but you might like Supervillainz by Alicia E. Goranson, and hey, it's free to download now! http://www.alicia-goranson.com/writing/supervillainz_goranson_2006.pdf
And if you can get your hands on the photo book, it's worth the money, and it's not trans-guy specific, but I do love Rebecca Swan's Assume Nothing: http://www.rebeccaswan.com/art/assume-nothing/
I haven't read Tab Kimpton's work in AGES but recall enjoy Khaos back in the day, and he has a lot of work up now: https://www.discordcomics.com
I hope you enjoy at least one of these!
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