that would do it too. I keep wanting to reboot this journal because there's way too much information about my past and I want a new start. No way I'll get rid of the name, though. And I wanted to write about my experience with my first EMDR appointment and I'm just... not really able to do it. And we didn't do anything but set-up for the actual EMDR!

(The fact that there are a lot of old and gone friends and it hurts my heart to see those people on my friend's list is a huge factor too. I absolutely know that one of them is dead, seeing as she had metastatic cancer and had chosen to decline treatment and that was years ago. Since denise has said she'll never allow a GreatestJournal-style function where you can remove people's access/subscriptions to your account to be implemented when I asked after the Evil Ex broke up with me and seeing all of their 15,000 accounts on my access/subscription list kept re-triggering me, it's the only way I can find closure, y'know?)