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numb3r_5ev3n ([personal profile] numb3r_5ev3n) wrote2020-12-13 02:56 pm

Progress?

Not sure if I should leave this unlocked or not. Over this past year of enforced staying-in, I've been confronting a lot of my personal and psychological issues. Since the move, I've come to a few conclusions that I guess could be called breakthroughs. The elephant in the room is my tendency to disassociate. It's had such a negative affect on my whole life, above and beyond any other one of my comorbidities. And though I have never been diagnosed with a Schizoaffective disorder, I am wondering if my depression/avoidance/dissociative/ADHD traits mirror some of those symptoms? And if the OCD just complicates the issue?

Anyway, I need to figure out how to deal with this, and I need to start seeing therapist who does televisits (but not Zoom, Zoom is a trap. Zoom killed Roommate's laptop.) I know I mentioned needing to do this months ago. This is the bad thing about being caught in a loop.

In other news: I am trying KDE Neon and I like it a lot. I'm trying to get back into using Linux more, and taking the Linux certification courses I already paid for so I can get that certification.

Also working on relearning GIMP.

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[personal profile] sabotabby 2020-12-13 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Good luck. Breakthroughs are, ultimately, a Good Thing.
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[personal profile] lastofhisname 2020-12-23 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
I dug through my bookmarks and found this: Jitsi is a free, open source video conferencing alternative https://jitsi.org/jitsi-meet/

Yay, Linux!

GIMP is on my list of things I need to brush up on.

Mezzanine is, imho, one of the best albums ever. Thank you for posting some Massive Attack!