I'm not convinced that things will eventually pass. Like things were less restricted last summer but I didn't let my guard down, and then they tightened up, and I'm now in this position where I feel like if I don't do things that I enjoy in a way that will make me too stressed out to enjoy them, then the opportunity will be taken away forever. If that makes sense. I'm capable of functioning when there are clear rules about what can and can't be done, but not when the rules keep shifting and everything becomes horribly complex.